why doing so

“为什么幸福的感觉总被思念所淹没？
　为什么想要的承诺只能被微笑掠过？
　如果得不到灵魂岂在乎耳鬓厮磨？
　如果得不到永恒又何必长相厮守？
　你可以重复着初恋，却不可以重复着后悔。
　你可以重复着后悔，却不可以重复着最爱。”

Quoted from Caroline's space.
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Jacques.Chen
Destiny willed.

Make it busy

9:00 AM, meeting, apportionment of cost variance, get started.
11:00 AM, air tickets booking
12:00 AM, hotel booking
1:30 PM, Discussion, inventory aging analysis
5:30 PM, form and logic design for inventory aging analysis
6:00 PM, train tickets booking
7:15 PM, got a call from headhunter.... i asked for a 10K salary per month.
7:50 PM, go-live strategy discussing.
Others, boring time...

customer's elevator is under an over-haul, i have to climb the stairs all these days.
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Jacques.Chen
Destiny willed.

Splitting headache

Splitting headache is gonna kill me, i guess the coldness of the water could possibly be the reason, bad luck, it seems so.

i cant visit this site last night, so i sent you a mail which contains four pictures taken yesterday instead of leaving any message here, i miss you, but i don't know how to speak it out while you said do not disturb you and just make you alone especially when you're haunting someone.

The film Transformers is not a bad one as you described, i told you i would be in the cinema last weekend, and i did that with my fellows, however, whether you know that or whether you care about this, about what's happening around me.

Caroline add my blog address to her space and depicted it as: Lancer's new daily life, new daily life, how could i start a new...

Losing you makes me have the illusion that I've lost everything.

You wrote on your space,
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Jacques.Chen
Destiny willed.

Bird in cage

I told myself not to access that address, but i can't keep myself from doing this, i saw your words and his messages, yes, that's everything I'm now facing, all i got is coldness, icy coldness.
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Jacques.Chen
Destiny willed.

pebbles about what somebody cares while somebody dose not

Memory is a child walking along a seashore. You can never tell what small pebble it will pick up and store away among its treasured things. what i can tell myself the truth is that she got the pebble that she would like to treasure. So just take it easy, as if she was just that naughty kid.

I labeled all folds and files about her with the tag "hidden", so as to avoid missing her... i switched to another MSN so as to keep myself in calm... however, i still can't achieve that... my mind is completely not under my control... i cannot help missing her, cannot help caring about her stomach...

Love is a kind of sickness, but thank my friends for being with me while i am sick and while she's not with me.
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Jacques.Chen
Destiny willed.

Jacques, 开始吧

或许和你写信不再适合，于是我决定重新开始我的blog，是怎样都无所谓.

今天沈阳很冷，雨后的空气很透明，很清澈，可是却也很冷，这个最冷的夏日。

我读了你的日记，什么都不要再说，所有的一切从新开始吧，换个名字继续自己的生活。

Lancer是一款我很喜欢的车，就用它来做我的名字吧。

傍晚的阳光真好，金色的洒满了大地。
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Jacques.Chen
Destiny willed.